Thursday, Sept. 16, 2004 10:19 a.m.

I think I�m going to have keyboard marks on my forehead if I don�t get up and take a walk or something. I don�t understand it either, I went to sleep at something like 10:30 last night.

Well, at least today is the end of my workweek. I don�t know what I have planned for tomorrow, other than the running around that I have to do. I suppose just resting and whatever. Supposedly, the weather is supposed to stay nice, but I�m not sure that I trust that after that hurricane made landfall. Somehow, Michigan always ends up getting shit on.

Ughhh�I�m surrounded by old, sick men who don�t understand the value of a cough drop. The guy two cubes away from me�a lifetime smoker�keeps hacking up a lung every two minutes, and there�s this really obnoxious guy who has coughed ever since I started working here.

I don�t understand how you can have some kind of respiratory infection and still smoke. It�d almost be like asking for your lungs to bleed.

I don�t really have a whole lot more to say. Sure, there�s a lot going on, but none of it is really for the public domain. But, I will leave you all with this:

Signs of Alcoholism

1. Do you ever drink heavily when you are disappointed, under pressure or have had a quarrel with someone?

2. Can you handle more alcohol now than when you first started to drink?

3. Have you ever been unable to remember part of the previous evening, even though your friends said that you did not pass out?

4. When drinking with other people, do you try to have a few extra drinks when others won't know about?

5. Do you sometimes feel uncomfortable if alcohol is not available?

6. Do you sometimes feel a little guilty about your drinking?

7. Are you in more of a hurry to get your first drink of the day than you used to be?

8. Has a family member or close friend ever expressed concern or complained about your drinking?

9. Have you been having more memory 'blackouts' recently?

10. Do you often want to continue drinking after your friends say they've had enough?

11. Do you usually have a reason for the occasions when you drink heavily?

12. When you're sober, do you sometimes regret things you did or said while drinking?

13. Have you tried switching brands or drinks, or following different plans to control your drinking?

14. Have you sometimes failed to keep promises you.made to yourself about controlling or cutting down on your drinking?

15. Have you ever had a DWI (driving while intoxicated) or DUI (driving under the influence of alcohol) violation, or any other legal problem related to your drinking?

16. Do you try to avoid family or close friends while you are drinking?

17. Are you having more financial, work, school and/or family problems as a result of your drinking?

18. Has your physician ever advised you to cut down on your drinking?

19. Do you eat very little or irregularly during the periods when you are drinking?

20. Do you sometimes have the "shakes" in the morning and find that it helps to have a "little" drink, tranquilizer medication of some kind?

21. Have you recently noticed that you can't drink as much as you used to?

22. Do you sometimes stay drunk for several days at a time?

23. After periods of drinking do you sometimes see or hear things that aren't there?

24. Have you ever gone to anyone for, help about your drinking?

25. Do you ever feel depressed or anxious before, during or after of heavy drinking?

Any "yes" answer indicates that you may be a greater risk for alcoholism. More than one "yes" answer may indicate the presence of an alcohol-related problem or alcoholism, and the need for consultation with a alcoholism professional.

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